It's good to be back. I'll be honest, however, and admit that it was hard. I spent part of today crying because I had to leave and thinking about moving home, and then crying somemore because the thought of leaving BG is just as sad... if not a little more. I got to see both sides of the fam this weekend and both sides asked when I was moving back. This is normal for mom's side, not normal for dad's. It caught me off guard. Anywayz, I won't post the battle that is going on inside of me. Just pray if you think about it. What I really want is to be where God wants me to be... devoted to my blood family or my spiritual family? I don't know.

G Ropp started giving me things this weekend that she wants me to have once she is gone. The whole idea doesn't sit well with me, but I see her point. She wants certain people to have certain things and if she doesn't do it now she is afraid it will all end up in a garage sale and no one will get anything. I find it funny that she is giving things to the grandkids and not her own. Not sure exactly why, but I'll take them. I've got some cool pictures... maybe I can post them. My favorite that grandma gave me is of her and gpa on their wedding day 50 years and 1 day ago.

I wish I could post more, but it is late and I just got home an hour ago. I enjoyed my day off. :)

Things to smile about today:
:) Day off
:) family gatherings
:) old photographs and memorable items
:) "Good morning Mr. Sunshine, you brighten up my day..."
:) Oven roasted pumpkin seeds
:) being in BG again